settling into a new job
today. i’m feeling a little nervous, but i just keep telling myself that the same enzyme that causes nervousness is also responsible for excitement, so i’m really just super-excited, right?
relieved is the more accurate word for how i feel right now. i spent the three months between graduation and now in a weird struggly, not-always-fun kind of state. and after getting sucked into a pyramid scheme selling glorified vacuum-cleaners, selling shoes to people travelling to atlantic city with weekend-budgets to rival my total college cost, and uprooting all of my belongings and moving them into a house with the best roommates in THE WORLD, i am finally settling myself down, and relief is a wonderful welcome feeling.
and now that i’m getting comfy at a deskjob, perhaps i’ll finally be able to turn this blog into what mina v.1.0 used to be, and keep up with the damn thing!
